i wanna do it
     
"So, do you ever entertain thoughts of suicide"
For the last 30 years, since I was 19.
"Our time is almost up, tell me what you mean!"

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I wanna do it
when I'm ridin high
floating on the wind
kissing the sky
I wanna do it
go out with a bang
steppin off the cliff
like it's no big thang
I wanna do it 
in a blaze of glory
a fitting recompense
for my lackluster story
the story of my life
is not very thrilling
but everyday it seems  I'm still willing
to check off more items
from a list of todos
I wanna do it
so I can make the news
"A lover, a singer, inventor, a suicide"
I wanna shine bright
but most days I just hide


I wanna do it
when I'm feelin so low
I'm under a rock
out of the flow
I wanna do it
say goodbye to all the chumps
duplicitous girls
in candy-ass pumps
I wanna do it
pull the trigger on the gun
and then I wonder
will I see the explosion
 will I feel pain
or ride a blue tide
on the Astral plain

Will I see god
or live a new life
all my memories erased
livin with a *new* wife
 who calls me George
and does all the dishes
pats me on the back
when I fuck her like a missionary 
priest; assume the position!
she makes kissy sounds
when we are kissin
Hell No!
I'm gonna do it tomorrow
when I'm ridin high
not feelin so low

I wanna do it
when I'm ridin high
floating on the wind
kissing the sky


I wanna do it
wanna kill myself
be reborn in middle earth
livin with an elf
 named Mira
 or Eliza Fontaine
 to fuck with magics powers
 for that I'd live again

But what if I came back 
as a bad-breath Ork
I'd rather be in Brooklyn
living like a dork
Hell No!
I think I'm gonna stay
I wanna do it
but maybe not today
check with me tomorrow
til then I'm gonna play


I wanna do it
slip it in fast
livin every day like it was my last
 
I wanna do it
savor it slow
like stayin inside her
never letting go

I wanna do it 
I wanna off myself
And nobody else
jump off the bridge
leap off the roof
step in front of the train
 into oblivion

I wanna do it 
when I'm ridin high
floating on the wind
kissing the sky



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