Peace


i wanna do it

"So, do you ever entertain thoughts of suicide" For the last 30 years, since I was 19. "Our time is almost up, tell me what you mean!" ================================= I wanna do it when I'm ridin high floating on the wind kissing the sky I wanna do it go out with a bang steppin off the cliff like it's no big thang I wanna do it in a blaze of glory a fitting recompense for my lackluster story the story of my life is not very thrilling but everyday it seems I'm still willing to check off more items from a list of todos I wanna do it so I can make the news "A lover, a singer, inventor, a suicide" I wanna shine bright but most days I just hide I wanna do it when I'm feelin so low I'm under a rock out of the flow I wanna do it say goodbye to all the chumps duplicitous girls in candy-ass pumps I wanna do it pull the trigger on the gun and then I wonder will I see the explosion will I feel pain will I ride a blue tide on the Astral plain Will I see god or live a new life all my memories erased livin with a *new* wife who calls me George and does all the dishes pats me on the back when I fuck her like a mission-ary priest; assume the position! she makes kissy sounds whenever we are kissin Hell No! I'm gonna do it tomorrow when I'm ridin high not feelin so low I wanna do it when I'm ridin high floating on the wind kissing the sky I wanna do it wanna kill myself be reborn in middle earth livin with an elf named Mira or Eliza Fontaine to fuck with magics powers for that I'd live again But what if I came back as a bad-breath Ork I'd rather be in Brooklyn living like a dork Hell No! I think I'm gonna stay I wanna do it but maybe not today check with me tomorrow til then I'm gonna play I wanna do it slip it in fast livin every day like it was my last I wanna do it savor it slow like stayin inside her never letting go I wanna do it I wanna off myself And nobody else I wanna do it jump from the bridge leap off the roof step in front of the train into oblivion I wanna do it when I'm ridin high floating on the wind kissing the sky
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